Another restless night and the list of things to do keeps
growing! Getting ready for yet another meeting in 10 minutes and have so much on my mind!
After finding a few minutes to myself to think, I would say this is by
far the hardest time in my life!
Dealing with an active toddler, crying(sick) infant, active dog, business, house, self and relationships is not an easy task. Will there be moments where things are not perfect, absolutely! To have people remind me of that is priceless. All our friends who have multiple kids have
warned us that having 2 kids is the hardest! Managing to give everyone
attention and trying to set up a business is incredibly hard! It's nice to talk
to people who are/have been in the same boat and know that all will be OK! Sometimes I beat myself up for letting things drop or let things get out of control but that's life. Life isn't perfect, everyone makes mistakes, have hardships, and lots of priorities the key is to pick yourself up, learn, and keep moving forward with grace!
Trying to manage relationships during this time is super hard.
Seeing the way people react/ treat you and judge you during difficult time is also a huge
lesson! No one can truly understand this but its nice to have compassion from
people who have been through something similar!
I have huge expectations for things and sometimes when I
fail it's hard to acknowledge you're mistakes and disappointments! I am
thankful that I have this innate ability to learn from my mistakes and truly
turn a negative into a positive!
This week is off a bit because poor Lex is fighting a cold.
I am starting to feel sick also. Can't wait for my sister to get here to start
helping out! I can't imagine not having any kind of help at all!
Huge thank you for all of you who have called/ messaged me
and given me tremendous amount of support and understanding! XOXO
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