This is getting real! Hospital tour, 5 weeks left! Gosh I can't believe I've been housing a baby for the last 8 months! Emotions are running high with due date approaching and the fear is growing stronger! I am definitely trying to put my faith and trust in God but I'm only human! Pavel has been working a lot lately just to give us the financial support we desperately need but I still miss him and wish he was around more to help me cope with this fear!
In New York he had 30 paid vacation days and we worked at the same hospital so we always saw each other! I feel so much responsibility with Mila, house and office...Sometimes I just want to cry, actually I do! This is not normal for me. It takes a lot to get me to cry like a child but I keep telling myself I'm only getting stronger!
I do have to say my support system from friends is unbelievable! I've never felt so happy or loved by people who care and always inquire about me! It definitely is a perk and sometimes makes up for Pavel's absence!
Here's my Vlog for the week with pics, videos of the belly :)
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